"If I ever become a magic
user...
I'll be a completely different
person from who I am now.
And the current me will be completely gone..."
Though he admired the magic users’
powers, his feelings towards them as a species were
highly ambivalent and expressly
resentful.
Both in and out of amnesia, his greatest talent was
slaughtering them; treating them as test subjects not
unlike how they used the people of Hole. And, as a kind
of poetic justice, his greatest weapon was the essence
of Hole: rain.
Yet, despite his body’s progress and his colossal
success in the sorcerer world, he knowingly walked a
path of self-annihilation. The ultimate fulfillment
of his wish would simultaneously shatter what was left
of his original identity.
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